tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36045286.post4626962227311808619..comments2011-03-28T15:26:01.774-04:00Comments on So love is hard And love is tough: nyjlmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16260530430697570709noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36045286.post-26021439482242180552008-01-14T01:03:00.000-05:002008-01-14T01:03:00.000-05:00What a great idea: to focus on your husband, as y...What a great idea: to focus on your husband, as you were. Don't be afraid to try that again. It sounds very loving, even though he was too freaked from his own stuff to appreciate it.<BR/><BR/>I have these very intense memories of sitting in my room as a pre-teen and teen and just brooding. I have journals to prove that I went over and over and over certain episodes. I also re-wrote some stories during my brooding and wrote plays with some of the "characters" in my life. It was fun to add new dimensions to people and to direct their dialogue.<BR/><BR/>Not to dismiss your feelings but to affirm you, I think that most of us have a hard time accepting apologies and moving on.<BR/><BR/>Love your smile!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36045286.post-41050629729691391522008-01-11T09:33:00.000-05:002008-01-11T09:33:00.000-05:00Good for you, whatever works. I am firmly convinc...Good for you, whatever works. I am firmly convinced that sensitive, smart people are better at driving themselves even more crazy, simply because they don't stop thinking. I try to Not Think a little bit every day.<BR/><BR/>As for the disorder, no disorder thing, there are lots of studies that there is a higher rate of MI among wicked smarties, and artistic creatives. So no, I don't think you talked yourself into it.<BR/><BR/>Finally, yay for freckled women and big smiles and your photo site! I am enjoying all of them very much.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36045286.post-4747727113904441732008-01-11T08:37:00.000-05:002008-01-11T08:37:00.000-05:00hang in there! you are so self-reflective... const...hang in there! you are so self-reflective... constantly analyzing yourself ... maybe you need to give yourself a break and just BE? There are good days and some that aren't so good... don't blame it all on yourself, okay?adenahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04084488953399687768noreply@blogger.com